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edge of the unmissable day

by Simon Aulman

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People come when they want to and scatter some of my wife's ashes anywhere in the garden that they want to, and if they want me with them, fine, and if they don't want me with them, fine again - but these brief ashes-scattering ceremonies seem to be the only times now when I cry. Can now go for quite a long time (an hour ish) and find that I 've not thought of her. And can have quite long periods of great happiness. Not sure if this means I'm "over it all" yet. But I suspect I am. "They" say it usually takes two years. With me it's been about two months. Does this mean I loved my wife only one-twelfth as much as everyone else loved their lovers ? No one who knew us would think that. Does this mean that I'm just kidding myself in some macho attempt to seem, well. macho. No I'm not macho. Very much the beta male. All soft and open and touchy-feely and happy to cry whenever. This track, though lazy and possibly awful, is the closest I've ever got to expressing what it's all like,.

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released July 3, 2015

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